P akhet's dreams had always been labyrinthine. Clouded. She stumbled where Myrrine ran, tripped where her right hand strode with confidence. But it didn't mean she didn't dream. It didn't mean that she didn't agonize over every sleeping moment, every image, every whisper the Darkness sent her, blurred by eyes she strained to open. The land ached; her people ached; her heart ached. She'd torn a dozen pillows to shreds of stuffing and down, stayed up until all hours of the morning reading reports, making plans. It had taken intervention from Myrrine and the Coven, and a heavy handed application of sleeping brews, to push her away from her work. Still, her sinister dreams plagued her. Still, answers did not appear. The Coven had let out for a break, to eat and rest and see to other things, and Kheti found herself drifting along the halls outside the council chambers, seeking something. The discordant buzzing in her skin only heightened the closer she got to the land, but she'd urged the Coven downward in the hopes that proximity might resolve her visions. Behind her innermost barriers, Pakhet could admit to a double edged fear: that if she descended fully she would find her answers, and that the Cloud City would never be able to satisfy again - that her power lay locked in the earth she dreamt of. On the other side, equally paralyzing, that there would be no change, and she would be revealed for what she was; a fraud, a pretender. It would take a miracle from the Darkness to spare Myrrine if that were to come to pass. I would not be where I am if the Darkness did not will it, she thought. There was no greater power than the love for ones people, and Pakhet would never allow the accusation that she had given anything less than her all for her Territory. A rocky path was still a path. Thorns could be removed. Well, most thorns."Dreamer," spoke an apprentice from behind her. Kheti had stopped, gaze lost out a window while the tried to tame her heart. "Dreamer, forgive me for intruding on your meditation. Lady Civilla wished to inform you that the Walker has returned." She could taste the little frisson of fear from the girl. The Walker made no effort to represent men as anything other than violence on legs, and Kheti regretted that so many of the Coven held... less than favorable views of their brothers, sons, and bed partners. Still, it was only the product of repeated practice that neither ears nor tail broadcast exactly how unenthused Kheti was with the information. Lady Civilla took a particularly toothy delight in his visits. Pakhet would have to discuss with Myrrine if action could be taken against her. She didn't need dreams to know that the other 'widow fed the whispers of her shaking grip on the seat, encouraged by her lack of child. "Thank you, Nekhen. I will handle it." she smiled beatifically as she turned. "Where is our guest?" Outside, as ever. For all the times the Walker had screamed his anger at her - or, at least, the tower - the ridiculous man refused to come inside, even for the barest bones of hospitality. Kheti had stopped sending seneschals to great him. She was thankful, then, for both the council meeting and the break. It never went well if he was left waiting too long, and she wouldn't allow the indignity of being caught by him softened by sleep.He is a necessary part of the culture and nurturing of our people, she told herself as she descended a few more floors to a balcony that overlooked the door. One outside of jumping range for both of them, in case the temptation to back word with claw became too much. You cannot kill him. Finding a suitable replacement would take too long - and who knows how adept his apprentice is at anything besides bending over. She bit the inside of her cheek, stifling her amusement. If he dies, Civilla wins. That was a sobering thought. She allowed herself a moment to breathe, hands smoothing down the front of her dress in long, calming strokes. Darkness grant me fortitude and grace. We are a pair, we work in kind for our people. Another deep breath, another furious cry of 'Dreamer!' from below, and Kheti resolved herself. "Walker!" She rejoined, stepping out to place her hands on the ornate railing. I'm sure your commentary on my bathing habits are many and nuanced. "What have you seen of our home that informs you of this?" Besides everything. He already thought all the greatest ills of her, and while it ate at her, she doubted she would be able to change his perception. Still... "We know of the lack of rains, and the illness," What more must be endured? "is there more you've seen?" If he was just coming to bitch, showing her hand early might make him leave faster. Otherwise, at least they'd both be on the same page. As much as either of them would allow.