*Oh.* Worry nibbled at her, whiskers drooping, Nora waddled into a shallow dip of roots. They were uncomfortable for her seal body to weigh against. It made her glad to know she could change and and step between them like her did. *I did not see you.* Or sense him all until he called for her. Tail slapping, Nora huffed.
Danger, danger, danger. She would have to pay more attention out here in the wider world.
Blushing inwardly at his praise, Nora tried to imagine thousands of rookeries. How small she’d thought the world. And how big it must really be! Part of her wanted to rush home and tell them about what she had learned. Much of her, really. But Nora didn’t know how to get home. Only that it was north, snd all her north going had not lead her there yet. *Even a living seal? Are you their leader too, then?* Her own rookery had been lead by a priest. Maybe Emile was a priest too, for all his thread felt different than the cool, calm touch of her old leader.
She was too nervous to set a probe on him and find out. And sometimes her probes were not very good. Annoying the recipient and not telling her half of what she wanted to know.
Nora half thought about these things as she drew craft through her body. Reshaping organs and bones. Exchanging hide for skin. Emile covered his face with his hands and waited, just like she’d asked. Nora was used to nudity among her rookery, it was a part of the natural order of things. But as much as Emile claimed she was part of his rookery now, he was still a stranger. And a man. One who caught her when she stumbled.
Squeaking, Nora gripped his shoulders. Bodies nearly touching, but he held her upright beneath the arms, and her feet found their purchase quickly. Knees remembering their purpose. Emile stared at her. Nora stared back, eyes round and blinking. ”Yes, thank you.” Arms cupping his hands so she could draw her elbows across her breasts. The rough skin of them brushing against his chest. Letting her go, Emile turned, giving Nora privacy again to pull on her dress.
It didn’t help her feel any less shy. Toes dipping into the sand blown down between the roots. Reaching for him, any part of him, to cling to. Emile let her have his arm, soft half promises spoken in the twilight of the cave. Nora nodded. He would keep her safe from the other men, and she believed because he believed. ”Thank you.” His arm there to steady her as she remembered how to walk. Up the slippery slope into the day. Nora squinted and turned her face away from the sun. Not letting go of the hand she’d found in her own.
She had to, out in the open. Hands taut between them as he looked her over. Nora’s shoulders rose up around her neck, knees and thighs pressing tight together. He looked at her so intently! An examination rather than a glance. Moving her hair away from her face. Fingers pulled apart as he crouched at her feet. Nora shivered and peeked down that the top of his head, looking over the arms she’d crossed over her breasts. Turning at his tapping, Nora clenched her whole body tight, head bowing as he spoke near her ear, having stood without her realizing.
”I said so.” And she’d been right! Slowly she turned back around to face him, eyes darting toward the sound of voices competing with the waves. ”I ate on the swim.” Chewing her lip, Nora’s shoulders bobbed. ”I haven’t slept much.” She admitted. She hadn’t changed shape in days at least. Eating as a seal. Catching naps as a seal while she bobbed at the top of the sea. Looking eastward Nora shivered.
”I got dragged out of our channel by a freak tide. I keep swimming north but haven’t found it yet. This is the first time I’ve seen land at all.” And it hadn’t gone well when she’d tried for land. And still not well when she’d dove back in the sea. Exhausted and heart sore now that she’d had to say it out loud, Nora inched a little closer to Emile, wondering if he’d let her lean on him a while.